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I'm a musician / physics buff/ chess buff. Most people view me as unable to decide what I enjoy most in life. I suppose that's fairly accurate. I have shifted interests many times over my short life, however the three listed above have always remained close to me. I've played off and on since I was around 7 years old, and I have recently fallen back in love with the game in a way I have previously never experienced. I enjoy the tangible, 3 dimensional battle of mind v/s mind that chess offers. I'm also mystified by how elusive "mastery" of the game can seem at one moment, then at other moments the game is as simple as breathing.