Why do I play terribly in-games?
It looks like you won your last 9 games.
I guess they were unrated but they were still wins.
In rapid games, you have won 82, lost 21 and drawn 4 games in the last 90 days.
I don't see anything to complain about.
I think this might be due to tunnel vision. (tunnel vision is when you only look at one side of the board or focus only where you played a move.) Before you play a move, think to yourself if any tactics are available or any pieces could just take a free piece. Dont be playing blitz, btw. Play at least 10 min games
What i just said.
I used to teach chess at various clubs. One of my students reached 2400+ FIDE.
One thing I noticed was that when a person learns something new - and especially new strategy rather than new tactics - they start making basic mistakes, the sort of obvious error that they usually avoid. It seems to be because they haven't yet managed to incorporate the new info into their chess game, so there's a conflict between the new ideas and the old.
It isn't until they play several (or even a dozen) more games that they finally succeed in assimilating the new information into their playing style... and then they stop making silly errors and start winning more games than ever before.
My advice:
Play through it.
Improvement requires study, followed by playing several more games until your style of chess play includes the new ideas... then back for more study.