Why do I play terribly in-games?
It looks like you won your last 9 games.
I guess they were unrated but they were still wins.
In rapid games, you have won 82, lost 21 and drawn 4 games in the last 90 days.
I don't see anything to complain about.
I think this might be due to tunnel vision. (tunnel vision is when you only look at one side of the board or focus only where you played a move.) Before you play a move, think to yourself if any tactics are available or any pieces could just take a free piece. Dont be playing blitz, btw. Play at least 10 min games
What i just said.